Thursday, February 17, 2011

Story of my life...

All that’s feeling is pain…seething, incensed, furious
Seeping through every vein, sneaking into every thought,
The cause of my emotionless heart and inhibited personality,
Trepidation in my voice…apprehension in my touch
Broken, damaged and soulless…an empty shell shattered,
Every hit left a scar…not only on mama’s delicate skin…in our hearts too,
Every scream left a tormenting, anguishing memory…engraved in our minds,
Etched in our souls that you were never really there…
Such an intense pain…its atrociousness could never be captured even in tears…
They were never shed…not that I never cared for mama or what you did to us…
It was just too painful… too excruciating…I had to go numb…block it out lest it finish me…
Let it define me…I won’t
Let it consume me…never!
I am powerful beyond measure…an unstoppable force,
Capable of untold possibilities, destined only for excellence…
No not even you can stop that…I refuse
My heart still aches…but today I choose….
To let go of past indiscretions…to give pain a valediction…
Absolve all iniquities…find redemption.

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