I wished

I closed my eyes and wished…

I wished you were the perfect man…

And for a while my wish came true,

I wished that I would feel love in your touch…see it in your eyes,

I wished that my soul and yours walked side by side…

I wished that when you held me close I’d never worry…

I wished that you’d make me laugh and you’d never see me cry…

I wished for your comfort,

I wished that every moment you were next to me would last forever,

I wished that my connection and yours was a special unbroken bond…

I wished that when I woke up you’d be watching me waiting to make me smile,

I wished that you would hold my heart and guard it with your last breath,

I wished for a perfect man…my perfect man…

But alas, it was but wishful thinking…

The perfect man I wished…he wished me away…

:’-(